The truth be known, the truth be told
My heart was always fairly cold
Posing to be as warm as yours
My way of getting in your world....

- Avett Brothers

Light's out, please....

I have gone out with about five guys from Match recently and one thing I noticed is how much I drink! I can't seem to slow it down a bit because I get so nervous! Drinking just seems to help me relax....I know that sounds bad, but I liken it to this:

See having a date with cocktails is like having sex with the lights out or at least dimmed so you're more comfortable naked and not worrying about your body flaws and then a coffee date is like having a spotlight on you exposing every wrinkle and those unflattering dimples.

I don't like coffee dates...and based on the above explanation, this is why I hide behind a drink or a wine buzz.